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LIGHT LOVE DARK
(Inhaltsverzeichnis/ Directory)

Aquarius - light love dark

titel, titel, titel ................................................................................................ 1
auf ..................................................................................................................1
der narr ......................................................................................................... 12
bist du glücklich .......................................................................................... 12
leben ............................................................................................................ 12
der konflikt und die selbstverständlichkeit ............................................... 12
oh lover ........................................................................................................ 12
was weißt du............................................................................................... 12
hey arschloch .............................................................................................. 12
can you see it .............................................................................................. 13
I love life ....................................................................................................... 13
ich mag dich .............................................................................................. 13
der kuss ........................................................................................................ 13
allwissend ................................................................................................... 14
well done..................................................................................................... 14
neinheit........................................................................................................ 15
götter .......................................................................................................... 15
heal me ....................................................................................................... 16
all the stars .................................................................................................. 16
now ............................................................................................................... 16
stille überlieferung ....................................................................................... 18
zu teilen bereit ............................................................................................. 18
a lot ............................................................................................................... 19
bibelfest ........................................................................................................ 20
die angst war groß...................................................................................... 20
dämonenkampf ........................................................................................... 21
verzweifle nicht............................................................................................ 22
was wird wohl .............................................................................................. 22
versiegelt in den zeiten .............................................................................. 23
chronique scandaleuse .................................................................................. 23
angel of red light......................................................................................... 23
da wie dort .................................................................................................. 23
open up your cage ...................................................................................... 25
wonderful..................................................................................................... 25
all the stars .................................................................................................. 26
no tears ....................................................................................................... 26
oh how ......................................................................................................... 28
what you give .............................................................................................. 28
my ten commandments .............................................................................. 28
gay happening ............................................................................................ 29
xtc................................................................................................................. 29
schuldzuweisung ......................................................................................... 29
aber mehr noch ........................................................................................... 29
Markus und ich ............................................................................................ 29

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good advice ................................................................................................. 30
opfer und täter ............................................................................................. 30
ich liebe das leben ..................................................................................... 30
wenn ............................................................................................................ 31
der stein der weisen .................................................................................. 31
extra sex attraction .................................................................................... 32
we begin to play ........................................................................................ 32
show-down ................................................................................................. 32
kurze bodenlosigkeit................................................................................ 33
heute war gestern ..................................................................................... 35
kurze bodenlosigkeit ............................................................................... 35
antichrist .................................................................................................... 36
als die liebe .............................................................................................. 36
oh my lover ................................................................................................ 37
warten ....................................................................................................... 38
plötzlich ...................................................................................................... 38
nennenswert .............................................................................................. 39
coming out ................................................................................................. 39
ich will ......................................................................................................... 39
heat ............................................................................................................. 39
möchte gern .............................................................................................. 39
am fenster .................................................................................................. 40
und .............................................................................................................. 42
das mal ....................................................................................................... 42
wer seid ihr ................................................................................................. 42
extremes verlangen .................................................................................. 43
Wien ............................................................................................................. 43
farbecht ....................................................................................................... 43
it just makes me sick ................................................................................. 43
der komet .................................................................................................... 44
make a wish ................................................................................................ 44
you are not my brother ................................................................................ 45
ich.................................................................................................................. 45
all along ........................................................................................................ 46
in immer deinen armen .............................................................................. 46
esotherik .................................................................................................... 46
fin de(s) siècle(s) ............................................................................................... 47
sweet revolution .......................................................................................... 47
zu .................................................................................................................. 48
thank you ..................................................................................................... 48
vison me to be ............................................................................................ 48
Aschenputtel .............................................................................................. 49
war nur ......................................................................................................... 50
an dich ......................................................................................................... 51
ha ha ............................................................................................................ 51
durch dich .................................................................................................... 52
ekstase........................................................................................................ 52

Demystic – nur Schmerz / pain only

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paradigmenwechsel .................................................................................. 55
useless (men) .............................................................................................. 56
hot shot ......................................................................................................... 57
begegnung im zug ....................................................................................... 57
love comes ................................................................................................... 58
ring ring ....................................................................................................... 59
ich höllenhund ich ........................................................................................ 59
früher sm ......................................................................................................61
güte ............................................................................................................... 62
widerspruch ................................................................................................. 63
total adoration ............................................................................................. 63
mortal encounter ......................................................................................... 64
total stranger ............................................................................................... 64
1+1 ............................................................................................................... 65
vollkommene einladung ............................................................................. 66
le bel homme sans merci ................................................................. 67
habenichts.................................................................................................. 69
humorlos .................................................................................................... 69
mon ami ........................................................................................................ 70
entschuldigung ........................................................................................... 70
deathwish ................................................................................................... 71
take it easy ................................................................................................. 72
tears are knives ......................................................................................... 72
formel fuck ................................................................................................. 72
andacht ....................................................................................................... 72
und dieser mann ........................................................................................ 73
aschenputtel und aschenputtel ................................................................. 74
cruising ....................................................................................................... 75
erwachen .................................................................................................... 77
mortal encounter again ............................................................................. 77
die windsäher ............................................................................................ 78
gleiches verlangen ............................................................................ 79
coming in .................................................................................................... 79
kosmisch .................................................................................................... 80
aus ............................................................................................................. 81
good fuck .................................................................................................... 81
cry me a river ............................................................................................. 82
glaubensbekenntnis .................................................................................. 83
geilheit ........................................................................................................ 83
trunken ........................................................................................................ 83
glaube ......................................................................................................... 83
lovesong .................................................................................................... 85
panorama ................................................................................................... 86
schmutzige gedanken ........................................................................ 86
regenbögen und pfeile .............................................................................. 89
trick ............................................................................................................. 89
onenightstand ........................................................................................... 90
das lachen ................................................................................................. 90
rendevous gentil ........................................................................................ 91

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die wurzel des hasses .............................................................................. 92
passion ...................................................................................................... 94

Duoviri - frei / you can be free
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just tell me .................................................................................................. 97
your love is not sweet ............................................................................... 97
unlucky ....................................................................................................... 98
black heart ................................................................................................. 98
some kind of love ...................................................................................... 99
superman ................................................................................................... 100
god ............................................................................................................. 101
wheel of fortune ......................................................................................... 101
the glory of a prayer .................................................................................. 102
this time (collapse) ................................................................................... 102
applied Freud ........................................................................................... 103
spiritual agony .................................................................................... 104

?...................................................................................................... 105
pure idea ................................................................................................... 105
beyond all intentions ................................................................................ 105
and even beyond that ...............................................................................105
by grace of you ........................................................................................107
the curse of scorn ................................................................................... 107
and the curse of justice .......................................................................... 108
erste begegnung .................................................................................... 111
vabanque .................................................................................................111
clear consciousness .............................................................................. 111
deathwish ................................................................................................ 112
verdammt sei stark ................................................................................. 114
schlußfolgerung ........................................................................................115
fantastic mythology - part 1........................................................................... 116
fantastic mythology - part 2 ........................................................................ 120
feuer und eis ........................................................................................... 121
small talk .................................................................................................. 122
unruhe ....................................................................................................... 122
ende mit schrecken ................................................................................. 123
glück und schönheit ................................................................................. 128
vampirismus ............................................................................................. 129
jenseits ...................................................................................................... 130
no intellectualism ..................................................................................... 130
vertrauen ................................................................................................... 131
schicksalhaft ............................................................................................. 132
poker der gefühle ..................................................................................... 134
die 4 elemente .......................................................................................... 135
generationen der bedeutungslosigkeit .................................................. 135
bedeutungslosigkeit der generationen ...................................................137
it´s always there ........................................................................................ 137
bad boys .................................................................................................... 138

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drugs and loves ........................................................................................ 140
lost in the party .......................................................................................... 141
either/or..................................................................................................... 142
oh why ........................................................................................................ 143
poor ............................................................................................................ 145
mama ......................................................................................................... 146
flipping out ................................................................................................. 147
schock ....................................................................................................... 148
un/perfekt ....................................................................................... 148
verzweifelt ................................................................................................. 149
pride .......................................................................................................... 150
give me a place ......................................................................................... 150
but to us it´s paradise ................................................................................ 151
am ende der welt ....................................................................................... 153
ewiges leben .............................................................................................. 154
from me to you ........................................................................................... 155
sanctus ....................................................................................................... 155
the victory of love ....................................................................................... 156
absolution ................................................................................................... 156

Ecstasy - alles verändert sich/ ever-changing

der traum .................................................................................................... 157
religiöse entwicklung ................................................................................ 158

Laserluv (18 years´ cocktail)

Florian........................................................................................................ 161
omega ....................................................................................................... 167
alpha........................................................................................................... 167
first ............................................................................................................. 167
love ............................................................................................................. 168
to do it ................................................................................................ 171
I´m not satisfied .......................................................................................... 172
(next) fire and ice ................................................................................................. 173
Lothar (therapy-mix) .................................................................................. 174
ad absurdum .............................................................................................. 176
manemy ...................................................................................................... 179
don´t love ..................................................................................................... 181
sink or swim ............................................................................................... 182
pearl in a shell ............................................................................................ 184
7th heaven ................................................................................................. 184

Luvcraft - du weißt es

what is it..................................................................................................... 186
schock der moderne ................................................................................. 190
porn ............................................................................................................. 191

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days in the 3rd district ............................................................................... 192
rainbow mystery ......................................................................................... 194
fickdräckrap............................................................................................... 195
tête-à-tête ................................................................................................... 197
das unerwartete ......................................................................................... 197
dort wo ........................................................................................................ 198
luftleer und schwer ..................................................................................... 198
eben noch ................................................................................................... 199
konjunktivistisches nein ............................................................................. 200
entsetzliche härte ....................................................................................... 200
humanistische hoffnung ............................................................................. 201
trick (uncertainly serious) .......................................................................... 202
spoil sport ................................................................................................... 203
stale-mate ................................................................................................... 205
Rathauspark ................................................................................................. 206
keep smiling ............................................................................................... 206
it is in us .......................................................................................................207

Dans la lumière intégrale - lift up to date

der riesenfortschritt .................................................................................... 209
siehe repulsion ........................................................................................... 211
ich dein mörder .......................................................................................... 213
isolation und tod I ....................................................................................... 215
isolation und tod II ...................................................................................... 216
the most important thing ............................................................................ 217
ein tag wie dieser ....................................................................................... 218
homoehe..................................................................................................... 219
baroque ....................................................................................................... 221
no heimatfilm please ................................................................................. 223
alles egal ..................................................................................................... 224
ein abend wie dieser ................................................................................. 224
love ............................................................................................................... 227
liebe ............................................................................................................. 227
heaven in your smile .................................................................................. 227
cold love ...................................................................................................... 228
wünsch dir was ........................................................................................... 230
mein geliebter spricht................................................................................ 231
new chance ................................................................................................. 231
I. (selbstbefriedigung) ................................................................................. 232
I.a (frottage in gedanken) ........................................................................... 233
II. ................................................................................................................... 234
hotel orient .................................................................................................. 236
graffiti-x........................................................................................................ 237
love baby love ............................................................................................. 239
silly symphony ............................................................................................. 239
heaven of the heart .................................................................................... 240
zukunft ......................................................................................................... 241

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bis zum nächsten mal................................................................................ 242
all that madness......................................................................................... 243
fortune ......................................................................................................... 244
ich brauche dich ........................................................................................ 245
it happened yet .......................................................................................... 246
pierrot lunaire ............................................................................................ 248
the first and the last ................................................................................... 248
30M ............................................................................................................ 249
last shock ................................................................................................... 250
so ................................................................................................................ 251
pierrot lunaire II .......................................................................................... 252
plötzlich ...................................................................................................... 253
so what (fractional two) ............................................................................ 254
refrain ........................................................................................................ 255

Epilogue 257


Inhaltsverzeichnis/Directory .................................................. 258